Lost

Am I growing old
before my time
at the age of 21
my joints crack as
I
slowly
fold my clothes
thinking of you
my fingers almost feel
arthritic
the world is moving too fast
leaving me behind
and by the time I come to realize
this
it will be
too late
and I will be lost in a faded
picture
unknown and
obscured.

Disbelief

Disbelief

I am having sex.
I am having sex.
I am having sex.
I am having sex.
                    sex.
                    sex.
                    sex.
I cannot believe that
I am having
                    SEX.